*giggles*

hi all love,

sorry bout the neglectin blog issue...

ever since i was back in kl, had too much funs of ups n downs,

till i sorta had no time for blog...

now that im back in UK,

well, to be exact, im in Luton now...

town of err..... not so impressing but fair enough to be in...

been about 3 weeks now that im back...

started my first party night out since queensha was back...massive in luton...

my 21st was bashingly amazing...

felt the love, felt the family, felt the friends...

pictures will be updated when time arises...

for now,

i editted a pic of me last night,

our 2nd night out in luton,

back to school themed at legends...

will be keeping this blog active again...

lotsa love...

updates :

5th oct - bedfordshire uni officially starts for me

13th oct - nottingham party at gatecrasher

nov - amsterdamn/netherlands/spain

dec - love lawrence is coming

xoxo,

marg

HERMANO

hey all...

i know its been a long time since my last update =)
im back now in MSIA... been about a month plus or so... will be leaving back in 12 days or so...

reading the title of this post,
yes, im pretty moody thus the negativity of the post title...
feel free to leave since my lamenting has not begun...

never have been so painful,
not even when mum and dad scolded me,
this was more harsh and hurtful...

you said nothing,
you looked nowhere here,
you couldnt care less,
you were so obssess with IT,
you pretended not to see me,
you wished and hoped i wasnt related,
you curse and swear of what i am,

i said you were the best,
i search high and low just to see if you're doing alright,
i seek help and everything just to make sure you're good,
im in love but i am too with you,
i never would neglect you nor dismiss you,
i thank god for you,
i look up to you and learn from you...

all you did was stood by her ...

i wonder at times,
why couldn't we be like before?
was it when you had that curse fallen upon you???
yes, i said curse...

why wouldnt you love me like before?
was it that the love we had was all gone just by one torn???

how could you not care for me?
how could you allow them to have disgust upon me?
how could you not fight for me?
how could you just left me there?

the things i did,
it might all not be right,
i admit...im sorry
the things i said,
it might not be right,
i admit, and im sorry

i tried to do it right,
i said to made things right...
it all seemed too perfect...
mere flawless...
i knew it wouldnt be so easy...
naive, the word they use upon me...
never be too nice , words they return to me...

never could i understand...
why things has to be this complicated...

i hated for a reason...
you were selfish, you were blinded...

i will remember that day, that night...
until now, it will remain the worst day in my life...
20.08.09
i seek no more of such...

i deteste all of you ...
all of you,
whom looked at me with that stare...

listen here...
im not here to be judged nor bytch around...
just fcuking wake up and see it for YOURSELF...

ur all the same...
u said u love, and u knew love???
i say BULLSHYTE...

my tears will NEVER shed for YOU again...
u have my word...
till the day your body lay down into grave...
i will not shed not even a tear drop...
u have my word...

it rained and i cried along that night till the next night fall...

xx

21 dearest names for the dragon baby turning 21

due to a lil misunderstanding *jealousy to be exact*
i've came up with this lil post...
dedicated to all of the names that would be listed...
and most importantly,
eric,
ive sealed a lil something extra in it too...

1. Mdm. Ang Kim Eng ( my granny dearest - for givin birth to mummy dearest )
2. Peggy Ho ( my queen of my heart, mummy )
3. Johnny Yap ( my king of my heart, daddy greatest... )
4. Jason ( my one and only eldest brother whose coming to visit me soon ...)
5. Michelle ( my one and only sister whom i love play dress up and argue with... )
6. Johnson ( my brattiest lil brother whom enjoyssss sleeping and not showering )
7. ERIC HO ( my smartest cousin in terms of slyness during CNY open table...jkjk )
8. Magdalene ( my cousin sis that teaches me the fundamental needs of shopping )
9. Vivian Fong ( my lil xiao la jiao )
10. Dickson ( my chubbiest brainest lil cousin )
11. Elaine ( my lawyer-able cousin )
12. Johnathan ( my tall cousin whom has the cheekiest smile )
13. Eevonne ( my lil cousin sis whose forever hyper...)
14. Aunty Veronica ( my sweetest best aunty anyone could ever have )
15. Ricky ( my super uberly good kid cousin )
16. Richard ( my cousin whom carries the name richie rich )
17. Fiona ( my extremely huggable cousin )
18. Sherene ( my one and only dragon cousin sis )
19. Irene ( my very best photographer cousin )
20. Alex ( my naughtiest cousin )
21. Joel ( my smart Lil IT brainny cousin )

p/s : please do not be mad if Ur names aren't there...it doesn't mean you are not important nor neglected... its just the list is pretty unexplainable... sigh... Eric oh Eric, i think I've explained myself pretty clear eh...now all those unnamed ones might report to their mum n dad, and my red packet for next year might be limited...

- granny -
the best granny ever... i present to her the ultimate granny award !!! love love love...

-mummy-
she's definitely more than a superwoman in my life... thanks to her and daddy i have life...

-daddy-
he's more than my superman =) ... the sportiest, heaviest, roundest, bestest daddy in the world

- bro and sis -
* smiles broadly *

-eric-
teaches us a theory in life... no worries, just laugh even tho ur having a bad hand in poker...and when it comes to exam...leave the examination hall once you have completed half the paper and confirm you have passed...lolx... highly ambitious dude... yes yes yes... and handsome as well...

handsome eh... * sneaks a cheeky laugh and runs off before he gets a chance to lay his hands on me and give me a good smacking *

-maggie-
she is the ultimate shopping sifu...not only that... she's like an elder sis to me =)

-xiao la jiao-
forever always my lil cousin sis whom i adore... bringing them out and teasing her with the word raisin... and watchin her study... its hillarious....

-dickson-
man... he's one smart brainy young chap... and also, the only cousin i went clubbing worrying about him being underage..lolx

i guess thats about it for this post =)

IM GOING HOME...summer NO good...besides the SALES...

oh oh...
ssshh..
my no 22. Lawrence chiew shesan ( my man )
* dont take my hopes and dreams away *

toodles
xoxo
marg

she's into him

my lil getaway...

miles across...
heart still remains with him...

those lil waves goodbye that were hard to give out ...
never would i want to re-do ...
now isn't the time to be fussy nor demanding ...
c'est la vie ...
i believe the time will come ...
i know it will, and is on its way ...
just that my patience isn't cooperating ...

but for what may come,
i'll wait ... just to be with you ...
cause i know you too want the same ...
that is,
to be with me...


































p/s : so jiwang ma post... lolx... anywayz... rome im coming... 13th... i think im having phobia of flying... yea... i dont THINK.... i actually am...

toodless
xoxo
marg

my durham get-away

as promised and as said...
i was away to Durham... - Newcastle , sunderland, supposing york and stockon...

lili was ma host...
she was a babe and superb host...
i was well fed like a princess...

met her during my trip to Egypt...
and here i am, in Durham now with her...
laughters filled the air we breathe wherever we went...
she's engaged!!! and will be having her wedding next year in da lian =)

love goes out to her on this post...

* chinatown is everywhere except notts *

* thats lili =) ma host ma girl *

* newcastle... saga sumtin ... lolx *




* im obsess with this harry potterish specs...lol *

* sunderland beach... ma first in the britz.... lovin it *





* huge ass sunderland crab *
- one each... need not fight -




* stalking along stockton *

* hate the hair... but its old durham road... that way... *


* butterfly world... i sure am one.... *



* how nice of margie to end this post with this pretty sight *

you know i love u all...
hugsss...

xoxo
marg

over and done... life is back...

short post...

- final is over!!!
- life is back... back to the norm routine... where i'll be out partying and doing dull stuff...
- wanna know how dull???
- currently reading on micro expression...liking it...and doing really stupid stuffs with models and marshmellow...

have a look...

* yes!!! i stuck this lil models on my laptop *

* yes again... i made this lil garden for my lil people *

* city of.... hmmm.... boringham *

* people die here too!!! *

* all done in a abandon cigg box *

* one day, invasion began *

* mr angry marshie!!! i'll bring disaster to u boring people...muahahah *

* and u mr-with-bag-running-away model man... ur first!!! *

* gulps......yum yum yum *

* i dont know how else to continue the story, but i just wanted to cut open the marshmellow, so here it is... mr model man used his boringness and tore open marshie *

* and he poses for the camera *

* marshie got killed!!! muahaha..model men wins *

* ta daa.... drum rolls please....the master mind behind all this crap *

alright... thats lame...
but anyway....
erm..... im gonna be going to durham this weekend...
while im there, imma go york, newcastle, sunderland and ....i think thats it...

love ya all....
*continues eatin marshmellow*

xoxo
marg

shopping goes out of hand

says it all...
but its not all that bad, is it???
i mean... they were pretty, and they were just waiting to be adopted...
oh hold on...adopt aint the word...
they were first hand... thus, they were waiting to be owned???

silly margaret...
site visit in london for just 45 mins!!!
hell no... aint stupid enough to just go london for 45 mins of my life and come back to notts....

overslept!!! missed it... got new tickets and board it!!!
arghh..pisses me off...
london has ALWAYS been my paradise of freedom / relaxation and all...

meet up with shaun and guak bee... havent seen em for 10 years!!!
solid ten freaking years!!!

together with aishah and anna....
cha cha moon, tpt ... places im bound to visit everytime im up in haze....

going to camden! was a rough , ground breaking ride...
anna babe loved it...
i couldnt resist and got a couple...
ssshh.... *lawrence doesnt know...well...i think now he does...and im a goner!!!*
hey baby,
listen... i did spend a lil...not too much...just decently =) please dont be mad...i know i ought to change my spendin habits.. and i am indeed doing it well...i promise...i am...

so, back to my blog...
i got myself my FIRST pair or DR. MARTENS!!!
in black and white with floral prints!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fcukin lovely and sooo in love with it...
air-conditioned soles...
just adds sweetness into my walks in life...

enough of black n whites...
just a couple of pics to refreshen things up...

all the love is out...

* so is the sun!!! *

* i loveeeee the park and the grass *

*aishah and i....st james park i assume *

*anna and i...camwhoring...love her shades*

* that dude was such a camwhore!!! he turned back and wanted a share in the pic *

* like i said always, wherever i am, so is he... my anchovy-snoogums-boogums- *

my following post would be on GOLEK-MOLEKING...
malay term which means rolling...
go figure!!!

xoxo
marg